I Am Lost

Each night i put my head to my pillow

I try to tell myself 

I'm strong because i've gone one more day 

without you

I'm not crying over what you said,

It's what you didn't say 

it's hurt the most

I'm sick of crying

I'm tired of trying

I don't know what to even do anymore

Yes, i'm smiling

But inside i'm dying

I hate that after everything

I still miss you

I am lost